June 2012
50 posts
I miss him sooo much. Tryin to do shit different and not fall too quick or hard. It’s like wtf do I say to him, I want us to be in a relationship but fuck I definitely dont trust him one bit. I’ve just had many horrible experiences that I question if I should take a risk..
May 2012
74 posts
There would just be more job opportunities if I...
But I seriously don’t think a second job was meant for me..
Submitted probably bout 20 applications..
Praying for at least one call back ;( pleaseee
Stayin the night with babe :)
Thank God I have tomorrow off! Really wanted to go to adventure island though :(
Plans.
Summer time I gotta start lookjng for a second job so I can buy a car. Once I turn 18, I’m goin to seek a higher paying job, I don’t wanna stay in retail forever although I have a good chance of getting promoted. Around the end of the year gotta move in my own apartment.. it’ll be my senior year but I just wanna work no matter how difficult and stressful it becomes cause at the...
For my 18th birthday..
I want a nice apartment. I’m not even stable in my own home. Started to pay for my mom for whatever she needed bit there’s always something wrong with what I do. I’m never home cause of work and on my days off I wanna go out and spend time with him. I’m ready to move out with or without the help of him. I want my own place when I dont have to worry about my parents on my...
Loveee those convos when we talk about the future.
I want an Infiniti bad!!
I will sacrafice shopping and SHOES for it. Hopefully my hours still remain 30+, then babe as well helping me out and maybe a second job over the summer in the morning will help tons!
Cheetah scratch tattoo
Serious consideration!
Ready to get a new car.
When I finally save.. ugh
I'm annoyed
I hate parents. I hate meeting other people’s parents. Idk their expectations of me, Idk what they find disrespectful, etc. It’s aggravating af. I really am not born to impress any freakin body.
All he ever does is assume I’m with another nigga. It gets annoying because he’s done worse.. I’m always bringin up the past, how he did that particular shit to me, he always tells me to shut up but he finally admits I know I fucked up, I made a mistake and I’m sorry. I find it cute now that it’s brought to his attention.. finally.
Stressful
What the fuck is the purpose of being overprotective, not wanting me to speak to other men, acting like my dad by tellin me I better not leave school early, tellin me you love me and start treating me like a princess giving me random hugs and kisses. Calling each other babe and bringing me home, telling your parents we’re still together. YET you fucking say you dont wanna rush into a...
I'm never satisfied.
So he’s goin to most likely be out of the city to go to a car show this saturday. The reason why I’m mad is cause he asked me to go and said we’ll wait until I get off work. Now he realizes that we “won’t have time” to go that late and it pisses me off with retail cause we’re workin almost all weekend.. I don’t like calling off cause we have a point...
Random post.
I can’t save money for shit. I’m super addicted to shoes I have a problem.
I’m growing closer and closer to him everyday. Having thoughts of moving in together in our own apartment once I turn 18. I’m so excited :) things are getting serious fast but I know we’ll work.
I have been slacking with the gym. Going to school and work 5 times a week so I only go once in...
Grew up fast.
We met when I was a Freshman, 15. It’s just so crazy how fast time flies. We’ve definitely gotten mature, your working, I’m still in school and working. I never thought we’d be back together
People just got some big mouths these days.
Waah no discount on these 4's
There’s no preschool sizes so that’s that hurt, $117.69. Kinda gettin sick of this place though..
No matter what
No matter what the fuck happens between us, we just look past it. We may get so angry with each other to a point where we just wanna fight but by the next day we pretend aint shit wrong. It’s what I love about our relationship I mean I don’t like fighting a lot, it’s deff somethin we need to work on.
Why the fuck should I sit here and claim you while you out here claimin these other hoes?
Since I have tomorrow off now..
Imma just pick up my money. I just need time for myself. Fuck these hoes, seriously.
Dear babe...
My baby, my man, my love, my everything.. things have improved between us but why did tonight happen the way it did? Why did it escalate to that point?! We’re suppose to quit arguin and love each other.. it was only temporary just as expected. No matter how much we argue I’ll never want US to be done. Now look at us, we’re pretty much sick of each other and our relationship has...
Cant wait to get these Cavs 4's though!
:) clean afffff.