February 2012
60 posts
LA Fitness :)
I just signed up! Yay no more being lazy, one thing crossed off my new year’s resolution list lmao.
I'm just super attracted to him!
Ugh :(
Toyota Celica, Acura RSX, Honda Civic or Accord?
Hmm decisions! Gotta start planning now. I know one thing is for sure, coupe!
When you feel like you're not good enough for the...
Yeah that feeling sucks! :(
I have no money
But I’m definitely going to get a new car by the summer. Hmmm willing to spend 3k, time to give up the shoe game cause I need my own car!
I am fortunate for my job.
I can’t complain bout my pay anymore cause now I’m actually trying plus I get mad hours. I’m stepping up my selling game & we get an extra $5 for every Reebok we sell. Boyyy I be persuading, it goes on for a couple of weeks and so far I’ve sold 27 :). It’s a good feeling though that my store manager tells me I have good work ethics and I’ll be fine in the...
I really want a man that plays basketball!
OMFG, basketball players are so fucking sexy ;)
They’re perfect height and not too muscular. Their legs just drive me so damn insane! Haha seriously basketball over football players anyday!
That moment when you're torn in between wanting to...
& you just don’t know what’s best..
I'm fucking exhausted
So today was like the first day in forever since I’ve had a good sleep. Just got off work & now kicking back watching basketball. Working tomorrow from open - close so I’m fucking tired. I hate my school, they wanna see my mom like wtf?! Why can’t school stay out of personal lives? There are worse students that need help, I’m just struggling here & there cause...
Last night was pretty amazing!
I’m still in total shock I met Tyga! I met someone I wanted to meet. I have a picture which will last forever :). I always had dreams I actually meet someonee famous haha. Then went to Hiro’s after, damn it was a good night. Tiring af though cause I drove all day back & forth from the highway :P
Excited for tomorrow!
Gon go see Tyga! ;) I’m definitely going to get dolled up, hair done, nails done, EVERYTHING diddd haha. I’m single, & imma just feel like a brand new bitch :) lmfao
I LOVEE WORKING ON COMMISSION!
$530 coming my way tomorrow morning ;)
Day 1
The first week is definitely the hardest but for some reason I’m taking it well. I am upset that we aren’t considered boyfriend/girlfriend anymore, on the bright side I know I’m still secure. We just gotta go our own separate ways. I hope he really sticks to his word and doesn’t want a relationship, he truly is like my best friend. No matter how bad he pisses me off, no...
We got that love/hate relationship.
I’m heated. He picked another girl up in MY car. I got fucked over.. I knew I wasn’t making him happy but I kept trying. He did this for a reason, this opened up my eyes big time. I’m heartbroken, and emotionally scarred. All I can ask myself is “How can he do this to me?” We got shit cleared up though and honestly he will always be my man in my mind. Call me crazy, I...
& as of my boyfriend and I
Our relationship is collapsing. It upsets me so much. I hope things are able to be repaired. I want us to have a future ;(
Honestly though,
There were 4 main guys that I had a thing with or a relationship with. I’m not trying to sound like a hoe but they all honestly have their own special place in my heart cause they’ve all made a difference to me. When I think about them & where they’re at I still am concerned but not to a point where i’d get back with them. Idk why but yeah they were all unique in their...
My life is falling apart.
No flag football for me this year :(
Without a doubt, I wanna play more than anything. It’s fun but I’m not getting anything out of it. I’d rather work and make money. Oh how I’ll miss the practices, games, bus rides, etc. Wah :( maybe I’ll get back into it Senior year.
I don’t understand why people just go adding people they don’t like and just talk shit after everything they say. Does that make any type of sense? Paying attention to something you obviously don’t like and letting it push your nerves. Why don’t you be smart and isolate yourself from that? Instead of looking like one jealous, insecure ass person who stay lurking on...
Gettin the Cement 4's tomorrow
Cause apparently shoes are the only fucking thing that’s making me happy. & I want a tattoo, that’s my fucking stress reliever.
Like seriously fuck you.
This is so fucking hard for me to deal with BY MYSELF. What makes me even more mad is that you don’t care. Yeah I may go through things that can be fixed but it doesn’t overcome the fact that I NEED MY BOYFRIEND. Where the fuck are you?! Out fishing, why can’t I get any support? Why are you always pissed off at me when I’m upset with something?! Why can’t you fucking...
I wanna leave school.
Cause a bitch is hungry!
Super dead.
My mom wants money from me every month she has me fucked up. I’m still living under her rules, the fuck I need to pay her for? When I have my own bills and shit is when I have my own freedom. I swear I’ll quit my job -___-
I honestly know i wont get anything today.
It’s okay, I just wanna treat him :)
Proud of myself :)
I say no to new releases now :) I just need to get my money up seriously. I don’t wanna depend on my parents to give me money just cause I decided to blow all my money on shoes. I deff need to surprise my babe on Valentine’s Day though!
Everyday.
I’m starting to love my boyfriend even more, especially cause we aren’t arguing anymore. Everything is going so well for us and it’s staying that way :). On the down side, I’m fucking up in school, being late everyday is not the business. I pretty much missed math this year, I’m in a slower class but I’ll definitely make the best of it. Determined to get all...
Yes I'm banking today!
Lmao I love double commission! Too bad it ends on the 12th :( waaah I wish it was all month. I ain’t touching this check for sure.
Just got back from running :)
Burned a new cd for my car, gotta give “Take Care” a break lmao. Now off to pick up my baby :) then districts game with my bitch Delilah!
