December 2012
2 posts
I'm not trying to be like every other couple..
But what girl doesn’t dream of being showered with gifts, surprised, spoiled, etc. I may sound shallow but I can’t help it, I’m not satisfied with the man I love. I can’t honestly say I’m happy, I have my mood swings, he’s done me so wrong, he’s super focused on the car, and I cant go a day without finding something wrong. I love him to death and gifts...
I'm obviously still a bad girlfriend..
I failed. This morning I happened to go through his phone & once again he’s cheating on me, at least via text. He doesn’t know that I know but I swear I can’t stand these hoes. I don’t wanna say anything, because we’re living together, but besides that he could find time to cheat on me while I’m at work. I’m not as hurt as I was the first time but why...
November 2012
2 posts
Why am I with someone who’s constantly finding flaws about me? How I really want you to leave but I love you too much fo that. I wish you understood how insane you make me, im not mentally stable. I cant go a fucking day without screwing up. Yes I feel the need to lie, im afraid of the outcome. Either way im in the wrong. It’s whatever I’m ready for the day something goes down....
I'm happy that Obama won
Yes im not goin to lie umemployment has been a struggle with everyone but at least Obama helps those unemployed. I really dont know how anyone in my family could’ve handled raised taxes and not guaranteed jobs. More jobs may be lost but I went for my education rights when it comes to voting. Getting my education right will result in a well - paying job to help out myself and family. My...
October 2012
12 posts
I can’t help but to be constantly mad & yelling at my boyfriend. It really ticks me off when people dont know how to follow directions though. I love him but he should know me long enough how I am and think of ways to make things easier for me. If he does simple favors for me I’d be extremely happy. Im always strugglin to keep me and others happy. If he decides to leave or cheat I...
I still want a second job
Im a bit picky & it’ll be hard to balance into babe & i’s schedule. Ugh I’m stressed with not having any money. I miss having nothing to worry about as far as payments.
I won’t have the relationship that we’ve had in the past. We shared so much affection & went out on dates. It’s different now, I am happy but sometimes I just want someone who is adventurous. I know we dont have all the money in the world but I’d like to be surprise once in a while please.. It’s tough when you love someone so damn much but you have to be...
Rocky
Is not even really mine anymore :(. I don’t really have a say in what I want to do with the car. My boyfriend has done everything, it’s nice so far but none are my idea. Even when I go out I have to use the Camry so he doesn’t get bored at home. I miss driving my baby, the only time I do drive it is when I have a day off work but it involves me being late to school. Im always...
I hate having broke friends. It’s super aggravating I just have no one to chill with anymore :(. All I pretty much have is my boyfriend. Even though I still have shit to pay for I manage to still have time for friends. How tf y’all gon try to go to the club with me when y’all turn 18 when there’s supposingly so much shit for you guys to pay for? Ugh fuck friends, I swear I...
I find it absolutely hilarious
When girls thought they were in an actual relationship with my man knowing damn well who the fuck I am. I know he was in the wrong more but I’d forgive him, my love before becoming friends with a dumb hoe who obviously tried to interfere. Now look where he is now, not with you :). This goes to that one jit ass of a bitch who was super confident that he was all hers. Just had to get that off...
I'm excited :)
In 4 days babe & I are going to Horror Nights! It’s our first time & we’ll be out of the city :)
I hate my mom's way of motherly advice.
Who tf is she to tell me now that I am in a serious relationship I shouldn’t go out with my friends and to watch out who I bring cause he could end up liking my friend. First of all I have chosen my few friends wisely and why tf am I concerned when he’s not even their type? Plus I know his type so im not even worried at all. But seriously who does my mom think she is saying all this...
Listen
September 2012
8 posts
Rocky Ass relationship
Im never doing anything right & I feel as if we aren’t goin to last to our 1 year. I knew there’s just something wrong between us and it’s my biggest frustration. Our relationship is the only thing I care about most in the world it just worries me so much whenever you’re not happy. Im always screwing up but shit Im doin anything possible for you. I am super stressed out...
Been distant from the social network.
Ugh nothing interesting in my life anymore lol.
Attempting to run for homecoming court
*fingers crossed*
My phone hella retarded.
Been clickin shit I don’t wanna click. Ugh I shouldn’t have let my anger get the best of me. Now I’m stuck with this crack head phone. I’m lucky it still works but its actin up. I can’t get a new phone anytime soon since I gotta do shit to the car, homecoming comin up, gotta buy my senior pics, pay for gym membership! Good thing I got my baby supporting me :)
Im finally happy
Its unbelievable. I have pretty much everything I need. My boyfriend is finally a boyfriend to me! All this waiting I’ve done and I’m in a great relationship with the man I want. Even though I had to go through so much rough times just to bew where I’m at but it proved how much we actually do love each other. I definitely noticed a big difference between us from last ear. What...
Lovin this car!
Definitely fun to drive. Can’t believe I finally learned how to drive stick. & $20 pretty much survives me for the week. The bad thing is I didn’t know how hard it is to take care of a car. I’m retiring my shoe game to face responsibilities as an adult cause sooner or later ill be on my own with the way of how fast time travels. This car will be paid off in no time so by the...
Birthday weekend didn’t go exactly as planned but I still had an amazing time. Dad surprised me on Friday by helping me purchase my vehicle! I haven’t laid my hands off it except when I sleep. Saturday went to dinner then spent thee whole weekend at my baby’s house since I didn’t have money to do much. I’m satisfied with the way it turned out cause I swear it brought...
August 2012
23 posts
Birthday Week.
I’m suppose to be fucking happy. It’s suppose to be stress free knowing I got something to celebrate; my life. No, you continually wanna keep adding more hate towards you. You constantly make me cry, call me names, accuse me of fucking other guys. Listen, shut the fuck up, you’re obviously still fucking other hoes if just because I don’t pick up one phone call I’m...
Plans for my 18th Birthday
Day 1 - Dinner :) at wherever lol.
Day 2 - Universal or Islands of Adventure
Day 3 - Kennedy!
Leggooooo doin it big for the one eighttt. Hopefully if he let’s me go to the club.. -_-
jayjijoe:
Make Love - Chris Brown ft.Tyga
Mariah Carey Ft. Meek Mill & Rick Ross -...
Thats that good shit :)
Being in school for only 5 classes EVERY DAY. Yup senior year gon be hella easy. Good thing I don’t really have any academics in the mornin.
& I don’t understand why you continually try me with young girls..
So much thoughts..
You know you have mad love for a nigga when you still miss him after he’s done somethin so hurtful. We still talk but damn why can’t I hold a grudge with you? I’m so happy that you’re willing to do anything for me as oppose to these other girls you been speakin to but this is too fast & fresh for me to get over so easily.. You have beaten my ex by bein the nigga who...
Moving forward.
I’m completely embarrassed & hurt by the one I love most. It’s hard when your in love with someone but can’t bare the pain anymore. It also makes me mad as hell that these trashy little skanks have ZERO respect for themselves, seeing nudes changes my whole perspectives on whores and makes me hate every one of them with a passion. Even though you aren’t goin to contact...
No oneeee
Gives me better feelings than he does. Just layin in bed & starin at each other gave me butterflies even though we’ve been together for a lil min. I’m hella crazy bout this boy, despite all the bullshit & shit talkin that went on between us. It seems so unrealistic since the very first day we met we were young, back to when I was a freshman. It’s my last year so its...
Perfect.
Imma have no type of money to go back to school shoppin. Not even for supplies. This is fucking depressing having to do all this shit in a hurry for this stupid car all just for him. I’m annoyed now he’s gettin his tattoo done & I want one too. Wtf I probably won’t have any money to do shit on my birthday so…. -_- yup everything is going as planned. Fuck it I need a...
I'm sucha brat
Hella surprised he still stays around & gives me whatever I want :)
Feelin so much closer to him.
Although I’ve spent all my time with him, its definitely worth it. Kinda sucks sometimes not havin a girl to just kick it with but he sacrifices being with his friends as well just to stay home & make me happy :) There’s just no more arguing between us, its been 10 months of hell but I trust him way more now finally. Things still aren’t official yet but we’re makin...
For The Fame - Tyga Ft. Chris Brown
It feels nice to have reassurance
That you actually do love me, even though you say it in your own way. I love how overprotective you are of me, even though I did somethin I shouldn’t have you should know I’m head over heels for ya. It wouldn’t cross my mind to cheat on you despite of what you’ve done. I can’t complain though cause we’ve been through fucking hell together & made it. It...
July 2012
27 posts
Now that you got a car, you're social as hell with...
Forgot who was there for you AND chauffered your ass around? Lol k. Fake ass.
